Just get out on paper. That's all I really need to do, right? Just take all the thoughts that are frustrating and angering me and put them on paper. Well... a blog at this point. I didn't feel like finding paper to write on and get a pen or pencil. I've done enough writing today on paper. Had a mid-term; I had to write a lot. My hand was hurting halfway through. Anyway....
OK... so... why am I upset now?
Full circle. That's what happened. The same discussion I had with someone about 7 months ago is happening again. A very frustrating conversation that myself and this other person will NOT back down on. Neither of us know when to quit, and our stubbornness is too high to compromise. And now, that person isn't talking to me. I'm waiting on a text message to see where it goes... apparently, it's nowhere. And fast.
Why is it that I get so frustrated? Because I'm tired of this person being controlled by their father. This person is 22 years old, and yet their father still tells them what to do: when to go to bed, how late they can be out, making sure their eating right, making sure they're doing their homework. It's stupid. I'm sorry but it is.
I was hoping to hang out with this person tonight, but that's just not going to happen, because this person doesn't know how to stand up to their father. It's ridiculous.
Am I overreacting? Probably. But it still just gets me.
Should I feel like an asshole? Probably. I'm being one, I'm sure.
Whatever.
I've been trying the "I don't care" thing, but it's getting difficult.
So... now what do I do?
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FIYERO-so it seems like you have some female "issues". Most of your posts have seemed to be about some one of the female sex that you have a strong "love" for. Just a thought...make sure your feelings are indeed "love" and not it's evil twin "lust". Everyone gets them confused. Focus on other stuff when "issues" become "complicated". Also, you jump and jump, unless this is the same person whom all your post are about, in that case damn-stress much? Focus on you. A lot of people tend to neglect themselves and I've been noticing that a lot with some of my buddies.
Other than that, nice works. You should write a story out of this "Jimmi" character's life (even though I'm pretty sure it's a giant metaphor). Writing helps, according to my psych-major roommate.
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