the end of an era

So my relationship is over

I seriously feel like such a fucking idiot sometimes
And tonight is one of those times
I ended something that needed to be ended
So why do I still feel like this?

You might say it's because I lost something that was familiar to me
True
But I don't think that's why I feel this way

I really don't know why exactly everything fell apart, but it did.

She doesn't deserve to be hurt.
I can only hope that she is never hurt the way I hurt her tonight.

I'm sorry.

You deserve better than what I can give you.