Saturday, December 13, 2008

A little lost...

So, I suppose I need to check in here.

Lately, I've been feeling a little lost.
Not quite sure exactly why I've been feeling this way. I know that I need to let go completely, but for some reason, something is making me hold on. I need to let go. I know that it's OK to let go, but I just can't for some reason.

Throw it away, forget yesterday.

I need to let it all go. But it just sucks. I feel like that once I let go completely, I'll lose everything.

I feel lost because I am confused. I am confused about how I feel about so many people.

The only person I'm not confused about is my friend Zack. He's my best friend, and he seems to be the only thing helping me stay together.

I'm keeping quiet till there're no more sirens
Lately it's hard to keep the hinges on with all the noise
The room is spinning, I have got no choice

Sometimes I feel like I'm not in control of my life. I don't like it when I have this feeling. Granted, there are some aspects of my life that I will leave up to fate, but lately it feels like I have no control at all.

Is this happening because she is gone? Does it even have anything to do with her? What is wrong with me?

She had a reason not to take me back into her care
Oh, I'm just a stray dog now; I can beg or bow
Just give me some direction

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