King Lizzy

Heading out the back door, she’s falling behind
I guess that you could say time just ain’t on her side
She’s always moving forward, but a little too late now
Her heart starts beating at an alarming pace now
“Where the hell am I supposed to go?”
She can’t decide and just doesn’t know
So let’s create a world that nobody can see
It’s made for people like you and me

A world created for
The girl who needs to escape
Leave reality
Before it’s too late
She won’t be home tonight
So don’t expect to see her
‘Cause she’s the king in here
And she will be king forever more

Everyday’s a holiday, and she’s sleeping in
And now she doesn’t worry about where to begin
Basking in the glow of the fully lit moon
Each night is a perfect shade of dark blue
No longer hiding out from the dark
Opening herself and letting us in her heart
We created a world that nobody can see
It’s made for people like you and me

Bleeding Heart

Jimmy was a boy who wanted nothing more in this world
Than to have someone that he could call his own
But he never seemed to have any luck
And so he thought that he would end up all alone

Well, Cali was the girl that you could only find in your dreams
But she was special, and sadly, she didn’t see
That Jimmy wanted her all to himself
So he put his bleeding heart back on the shelf

And Jimmy’s cinematic memory will
Never be the same
Because

Cali’s leaving for New York
So Jimmy’s packing his things
And he’s moving out to Vegas
They wanna make a new start
But they never really got a chance
To fill in all the pages
Because the letter in Jimmy’s mail
Cut the time they had almost in two
So now they’re a thousand miles apart
“So, doctor, can you fix what’s mine?
This bleeding heart”

So Jimmy’s bleeding on the inside and it
Isn’t showing any signs of letting up
And Cali’s falling asleep now
In the city where she can’t feel Jimmy’s love, oh no

Every day that passes by without her
Jimmy starts sinking deeper and deeper
He’s losing himself inside his mind
Because he knows he belongs inside her heart now

And Jimmy’s holding on to something
But it’s something he can’t explain
Because

Cali left for New York
So Jimmy packed his things
And he moved out to Vegas
They wanna make a new start
But they never really got a chance
To fill in all the pages, so now
Jimmy’s heart is colliding
With Cali’s heart
But now they’re fading
Maybe this story’s ending
Won’t be such a perfect one
With the bleeding heart

So now Jimmy’s on the brink
And he doesn’t know who to turn to now
And so Jimmy starts to think
“We’ll be together somehow”

Jimmy’s off to New York
He’s packing up his things
And is moving to the city
He’ll finally get his new start
And they’ll finally get chance
To fill in all the pages, and the
Lovers kept holding on because they
Knew just what was worth fighting for
Just keeping strong and carrying on
Even in spite of it all, it was
A bleeding heart

Cali left for New York
So Jimmy packed his things
And he moved out to Vegas
They wanna make a new start
But they never really got a chance
To fill in all the pages, and so
Jimmy finally got the courage
To chase his dreams and the one that got away
And now they finally have each other
And they owe all their thanks to
My bleeding heart

Falling

It started out just like anything else
Had to put my heart back on a shelf
But then you said, "hey," and took my breath away
Caught off guard, and taken by surprise
Looking for the truth hiding in your lies
But now I've got something to say:

Well you said your heart wasn't in it to begin with
And you thought that you were losing self control
And with everything you break apart
A thousand miles of broken hearts
Well I don't want to be anywhere near you
When you fall

Played me like a violin and cut my strings
Nothing you can say will change anything
'Cause the damage is done, and now I'm on the run
Broken into two, and running from the past
I should've known, nothing ever lasts
You were too good to be true, but what can I do?

Well you said your heart wasn't in it to begin with
And you thought that you were losing self control
And with everything you break apart
A thousand miles of broken hearts
Well I don't want to be anywhere near you
When you fall

(She won't believe me
And she can't even hear me
Screaming out her name
Because I'm the one to blame
She won't believe me
And she can't even see me
Holding on to her
And I'll never let go)

the end of an era

So my relationship is over

I seriously feel like such a fucking idiot sometimes
And tonight is one of those times
I ended something that needed to be ended
So why do I still feel like this?

You might say it's because I lost something that was familiar to me
True
But I don't think that's why I feel this way

I really don't know why exactly everything fell apart, but it did.

She doesn't deserve to be hurt.
I can only hope that she is never hurt the way I hurt her tonight.

I'm sorry.

You deserve better than what I can give you.