It's been awhile...

Hey!

OK, so it's totally been awhile.  I suppose I'm really only going to use this as a personal reflection site than anything else.  If anyone else decides to read it, cool.  

It's been almost 8 months since my last entry.  Almost.

So what's new?

I'm back in school for another semester, and I'm really liking it so far.

Briona and I got each other Promise Rings, and I couldn't be happier about it.

My family got a puppy, and her name is Abby.  She's adorable.

I'm in the middle of a lawsuit with a company I worked for recently.  Bleh.

I'm obsessing over Next to Normal.

I have GREAT new headshots, and my resume looks fantastic.

I've been getting better at auditioning, which is great!

I have a couple more auditions coming up in the next 2 days!  Wow!

Briona is off in Canada at the moment preparing for her 6 month cruise gig.  Ew.

I am really happy for her, but the separation is just awful right now.

It's been almost 96 hours since I've last seen her.

I have about 93 more days until I get to see her; she's gonna bring me on the cruise in December.

I got cast in Lanford Wilson's The Hot L Baltimore and I'm really excited.  It's my debut in the UNLV theatre! 

I really miss Bri.  I know it's only been a few days, but I haven't even spoken to her since she landed in SanFran.  I just hope she's alright.  I'm not sure if her phone even works in Canada.  Oh well.  

She's finally on the road she's wanted to be on, and I couldn't be happier for her.  Her resume is going to flourish in the next 2 years, I can just feel it!  

We're planning on getting a house together in March after she gets back, but it may be a little difficult if neither of us have a steady income.  I'm sure we'll figure it out though.  She's way too smart to not make it work out.

I haven't written any new songs since January, but that's OK.  I've been focusing all my energy on Briona, and making sure she's happy.  

Lately, we've forgotten how to argue effectively, but I think we're getting back on track.  All I wanna know is if she's alright.  I'm sure she is, but it would still be nice to hear from her.  I hope this cruise thing works out for her.  She was having a lot of trouble with it towards the end of the rehearsal.  

Well, I have a month to kill with my show, so that'll help the time go by a little quicker.

-Jeff

Walking Down (Hard to Breathe)

I must come clean with you, Briona
Because these last few nights have been a perfect hell
I just can't seem to find myself
So please, just listen, and try not to worry 'bout me
'Cause this confession is on the start
Of everything I've always wanted to say to you
I'm having trouble living without you by side

I have fallen
Too hard for you
It's hard to breathe
Now that you're gone

I can't even seem to write these lyrics down
I can't focus on anything around me
'Cause the pain is just too great
'Cause you're gone off to New York City
Wish I could just find the right words now
To make you try and understand, Briona
I need you more than ever

I have fallen
Too hard for you
It's hard to breathe
Now that you're gone
And I'm losing sleep
And I'm paranoid
It's so hard to breathe
Now that you're gone

Please don't forget
About me
While you're
On
The
Road